My spiritual director gave me an assignment about a month ago, to visit other worship communities. This also aligns nicely with the sociology of religion class that I am taking this fall. I think the intent is to provide clarity about my own sense of call and ministry. Out of curiosity, today I visited a church very close to my home, Church in the City-Beth Abraham, because it is incredibly different from any worship community that I have ever attended. This congregation describes itself as an Evangelical Christian/Messianic Jewish congregation.
As a side note, the idea of Messianic Judaism is troubling to me. Judaism by its very definition is messianic. Messianic Jews claim Jesus as the Messiah, which makes almost no sense to me. They believe in the teaching of the trinity and believe in the equal authority of the Old and New Testaments. Which essentially makes them Christian. Although perhaps there is a subtlety that I am missing.
The sanctuary was an extremely large auditorium with a raised stage at the front of the room. There were two projection screens that were projecting "ways to give" when I arrived, which included a smart phone app and a "secure giving kiosk" in the lobby. There was also a table in the lobby set up to register people to vote. There was a band set up on the stage. There was about 50 minutes of singing of repetitive praise music, followed by an offering, then a section of announcements that included accompanying video. At this point the service was about an hour and 20 minutes and I had to leave because I had agreed to meet a friend. There was yet to be a sermon.
My overall impression is that this particular worship service was packaged and intended to be consumed by the "audience." I was given a bulletin that contained only announcements and a parking map by an usher that was talking on her cell phone about today's Broncos game when I arrived, no hymnal or songbook. The praise band was so loud that you could not hear anyone else singing over the amps, drums, and guitars. I was distracted by the fact that the words projected onto the screens did not align with what the praise band was singing and based on the fact that no one else around me was singing, I think they were distracted and confused. As I was leaving the service early, just as the sermon was starting, I noticed that the praise band was having breakfast and chatting very loudly in the fellowship hall. The "audience" clapped after every song and even after the prayer offered by someone that I later determined to be the pastor (only by looking on the website). During the announcement time visitors were asked to stand up and receive a special gift. Because I HATE being called out like that, I did not stand up, so I have no idea what the special gift was.
What I felt was missing most of all (aside from liturgy, the Eucharist, etc) was the fact that there was no theology of the cross whatsoever. I know this is not a typical feature of evangelical churches, so I am not faulting them that, but the praise music and prayers and overall theology focused only on a theology of glory. The music contained such phrases as "God will provide you a crown," "God will glorify you," "all you have to do is choose your Savior," etc. This sort of theology puts the believer directly in the driver's seat and makes them in charge of their own salvation, and implies untold riches if only one makes the decision to follow Christ.
In contrast, a theology of the cross makes it known that God's activity in the world is most clearly seen in Christ on the cross. God knew that there was absolutely no way that we could save ourselves, and sent His own son to die on the cross, something that we could never do for ourselves, to save a wretched world from the sin and death that we have all been marching towards since the day of our birth. This morning's worship service focused on how Christians would be "glorified in Christ" and how this is entirely within our control. It is a message that our sad and broken world loves to hear. We want to be beautiful and important and in charge. We are addicted to control. This kind of "mountain top faith" holds out just fine when things are great. But what about when life is no longer so great? What about job loss or cancer or struggling with identity or addiction? Where is God in that? A theology of glory does not make room for that, because it states that if you just have faith, you will be blessed beyond measure. But this is not the message that our hurting world needs to hear. Our world needs to hear that God knows suffering, because God has suffered on the cross, beyond measure and our comprehension, our world needs to know that God walks with us in the midst of unbearable suffering and pain.
So here is what I learned this morning:
1. The people who are assigned to greet visitors need to be able to do that, not be on their cell phones
2. Don't turn your church into an exclusive club. Make sure your visitors know what is going on.
3. It is really important to me that the congregation be a community of producers and not just consumers.
4. Don't call out your visitors. It doesn't make them feel welcome. It makes them feel awkward.
5. I need to have a God who knows the darkness and pain of the world.