|A. Hanson 2009|
The following piece is from a seminar that I led for my Lutheran Mission Identity class:
In early December 2009 I received a call from my friend Jeff, who lives in Kansas City, MO and works at the International House of Prayer (IHOP), an evangelical missions organization. Our theology could not be more different, but our friendship has transcended that, and we challenge each other to examine our beliefs and assumptions and take nothing for granted. He called me that day in early December to share something exciting that was happening at IHOP.
On November 11, 2009, the spirit moved in a first year class, bringing healing and deliverance, and sparking what came to be known as the Student Awakening. The movement lasted for about a year and a half, with 24-hour live streaming, and had thousands of people flocking to IHOP for healing. Below is a press release from IHOP:
"We recognize that the Holy Spirit is awakening our students and many others. In each of these meetings, many people are being set free from addictions, shame, depression, demonic activity, and every sort of emotional pain. We are also witnessing an increase of physical healings, as God is touching and restoring bodies inside the building, as well as healing people watching via the webstream..."
My immediate response to Jeff was disbelief and extreme skepticism. Frankly, I just did not believe that this could happen. I very clearly remember Jeff telling me the story of a miraculous physical healing of a classmate’s leg, and my own emotional reaction. I thought it was backwards and actually just downright crazy, although I kept that to myself. My response was that because I had never seen such a miraculous healing, it could not be true. But also a part of me longed for the power and passion that my friend Jeff and his classmates were experiencing.
While exploring the healing ministries of Fifohanza, we were implored to consider that maybe our society was coming at the reality of spiritual healing in a backwards manner. What if the same was true about this particular healing ministry at IHOP? What does it say about my theology that I do not have necessarily have enough faith to trust that God could work miracles in my life if I have not personally seen them? What if instead of looking down my theological nose at the ministries of IHOP, I opened myself to the possibility that God could work miracles in my life and in and through the people around me? What would it mean for my faith if this were true?
In College I remember talking with a friend who stopped taking insulin to regulate her diabetes as an act of faith that Jesus would heal her. She ended up in the ER with dangerously high blood sugar levels and experienced a crisis of faith as a result. Our campus pastor suggested that God also worked through medicine and science, and the fact that she was able to take insulin and live a fulfilling life was in and of itself an act of healing by God. The theology at work here is that spiritual peace and a relatively healthy life in spite of a chronic illness could also be seen as a form healing. This approach is also echoed on page 467 of the Roschke article with regards to the treatment of tuberculosis at the toby. In this regard, the Malagasy communities are far ahead of Western culture. They see the person as a whole, someone who is experiencing un-wellness, not just a disease, and in need of many types of care to be restored to health, though not necessarily “cured.” In the toby, the process of illness is understood to impact someone’s entire life, and not just their physical health. Part of being healed by God is restoration to wholeness in both spiritual and mental health, even if the body may still be weak.
Pastoral care is my main professional interest, and looking at healing and the theological approaches and responses to will undoubtedly come up frequently in my ministry. There are a number of questions here: What is healing? Who decides if a healing has taken place? How do we cope with not having our prayers answered the way we think they should be (cosmic vending machine theology)? What if despite our most earnest prayers and adherence to our faith, we still do not experience relief? How does the minister respond to that? The orthodoxy of believing that God will heal, bound up in a continuous cycle with the orthopraxy of healing prayer, is fraught with theological landmines.
For my own personal theology, I believe that God works in this world and through others to provide healing for the whole person through physical, spiritual and mental healing. I believe that even if someone is suffering physically, God will provide comfort and healing through spiritual means, and this often means through the hands of ministers and the community. As a pastor, I see my role in this situation as one of holding the hope for wholeness in mind, body and spirit, and being fully present with those who are suffering. Life has taught me that just because I want something to be a specific way, does not mean it will happen and just because something does not happen that I wanted, does not mean that God is not working in my life. My ministry to a future congregation will involve walking with the community in their grief and pain, making known the presence of God in suffering, and holding the hope that God can and does heal, even if we cannot understand how, when, or why.